Attitudes and Directions & Music

At present I am working on sculpture that is transitory, sculpture that cannot be viewed. If I make a sculpture in 3D studio, the image on the screen is the artifact. The primary form is the one I can't directly experience, the one created by the electromagnetic fields in the monitor tube. Many of my collage boxes contain magnetic fields whose shape are part of the box. I would like to direct attention to that large part of the Universe that we cannot experience, yet influence. Only a very small part of the energy of the Universe can be used to construct an existential perception. How much of the electromagnetic spectrum is used to construct reality? I seem to be aware of much more than I can experience. Why does that seem to be a contradiction in terms?

My work is anything but what I would call clean. Like me, it is subject to time. I like to look at work I've done twenty years ago and see the changes time has brought. Time has always been a preoccupation in my art. I include in my assemblages fossils, metals older than the solar system, strange symbols time has lost, and things of a recent past.

The artifacts made by humans are a puzzle. I have a great deal of trouble with the word natural. To me all that is created in the Universe is natural. I have no trouble with that, it's the "Why of it" that is the problem. I think of these things and do boxes, that to me represent a microscopic image of mind.

In the end it's all a throw away. Some day the Sun will Nova and all the artifacts will be gone. The remembrance of the history human or roach, equal to zero. A Universe now with no color, sound or shape, just being. Maybe ideas too, I have trouble with that, I can't fit them into the fundamental forces or find them in the electromagnetic spectrum. Conclusion: I don't know too much and like a child I still wonder and play...... awareness is such a great

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July 28 03

Technology is not for the poor ... local phone $35, cellphone $50, Internet cable

$50, TV cable $40 to $80, and mobile $50. One needs big pockets to accommodate all the

hands.

Thought ...You can't live (exist maybe) on Social Security so why do you have to keep

paying into the system if you work while you collect that small amount?

Love, Hate, Morals .... invention or discovery?  I don't know but be careful what

you choose.  Oh well, 1/137 says it all.

Does anyone know how much tax we really pay when considering all the hidden taxes?

On the bright side (pun) we are all made of stars and we are older in material makeup

than the Solar System.

July 29 03

I just finished reading the "Science Times". Dark Matter, neutrinos and Quantum

Mechanics are always a test of my faith. I don't know of any religion that is

not easier to believe in than the bleeding edge of science.  Does one believe in

science or does one know science? After years of study I still don't know what

a Force or Energy is. I could give you dozens of formulas for both of them,

they would give you a lot of relationships but still not tell you what they are.

It's amusing to think that even in this day and age our schools still teach

a force as a push or a pull and energy as the ability to do work. 

July 30 03

I like history in general because it's about my relatives. Think about it, for

thousands of years they survived wars, plagues, natural disasters, hostile

environments and the ambitions of other men.  They all lived long enough to

have children and were lucky to have those children survive. My family tree

is still alive and well.  History is about family and shouldn't be boring

to any student.

Aug. 1,03

I don't know why but you can't get Listerine in Paris. How about a job Warner

Lambert.

Aug. 2,03

How about a Web Site as a memorial ... another business for someone. My two sites

are quiet places, 2000 sessions/month on one and 4000 in the other.  I think of

them as graves in a cemetery, like the du Montparnasse or the du Pere Lachaise.

People pass by but not being famous they don't leave the little notes. Yes, odd

as it may seem the web can be very private....as a big city can be a very lonely place.

Aug. 8,03

Did the Galleries around 57th and Madison, NYC. Saw a nice Chess set. Made of glass

and very delicate ...$40,000... they had sold two.  NYC is a great place, if money

is not a problem you can take your Hummer out in the afternoon and fill it with

the Art of the Masters. Just like going to the Supermarket.

Aug. 9, 03

Natural, I have a lot of trouble with that word. Only humans can perform

acts that are not natural ...Unnatural. Better yet it's immoral to perform

unnatural acts. However, to have sex in the middle of the street is a natural

act but immoral ,,, unless you're a dog. Dogs don't have to worry about morals

and they certainly can't perform unnatural acts. It's tough to be a human

and have to address all these problems. Yes, not easy when you have this god

complex. My opinion ... I think we all are as natural as a blade of grass but

then so is a Coke can.

Aug. 10, 03

Life after death? I think about death more than birth, after all I already did birth.

With out my senses working the Universe I experience is gone. I take a sound wave

and turn it into sound, a light waves into a visual experience. In death I cease to

experience in the only way I know, which is through the conversion of sensory data

by my active brain. As long as my brain is active it will generate a Universe even

when sensory data is absent (Sensory Deprivation Tanks) When my brain is gone so is

my ego world. I am also aware (indirectly) that there is more to me than just an

ego. The mites in my eyebrows, my mitochondria, with it's different DNA, all the

bacteria and virus. I am host to many life forms. I feel that I am a very special

and important part of nature, as all humans are. We are all Nature made conscious.

Most of the Universe is made of Dark Matter and Dark Energy; of which we know little.

I am more interested in the substance and quality of "Idea"  My soul is my essence.

My essence is my ideas. I think and the Universe is. Well, this is why I think a lot 

about death .... in all a pleasant topic.

Aug. 11, 03

Science and religion ... one keeps trying to assert itself right ... the other

keeps trying to prove it self wrong.

Aug. 12, 03

Formula to be a successful Artist:

Do something new ...Different. Doesn't matter if it's good or bad. Big helps

Go to parties where there are a lot of important people .. make friends

Sell your work to an important famous person.

With this information approach a big NY gallery.

Produce Produce ... hire helpers to produce more

Make sure a lot of you work is big for corporations and museums to buy

Finally do what must be done to be a really great artist .....Die

Aug. 13, 03

I asked a high school student if he knew what an atom was. His reply was "a

nucleus of protons and neutrons with orbits of encircling electrons". I then

asked why those protons didn't fly apart (like charges} and why an accelerating

electron (accelerating because it is always changing direction) didn't spiral

into the nucleus as it lost energy. Sorry to say he didn't know what I was

talking about.  We need to give our students and teachers more Physics.

Aug. 24, 03

There is an old line that goes "Was you dare Charlie"  I'm given a little piece

of the time line ... I know when it started .... I'm not exactly sure when it will

end .. sometime less than 20 years. I think of all the things that happened and

I wasn't there and all the things that will happen and  I won't be there.  You

know there are languages that don't have a past and future tense. I can see a certain

advantage to that.

Aug. 25, 03

I like that Canon 300D Rebel, should be out in Sept. check it out.
http://www.canoneos.com/digitalrebel/index.html

Also very good:
http://www.steves-digicams.com/  (no Rebel yet)

Aug. 26, 03

I feel so sorry for the people who put the spam on the web .... every day they

send me a piece of their soul and I don't know what to do with it.

Aug. 27, 03

People talk about how great the old tube sound systems use to be. I'm not one

of them. However, I've been listening to a bunch of Caruso records, vintage

1908, on my Victor V with the big outside horn. No electronics here, to make

these records Caruso sang into a horn that vibrated a needle that in turn

made an analog track on a wax master. When I listen to these old records I can't

help experiencing a small part of the living Caruso. It's different from an LP or

CD .... some thing special. 

Aug 28, 03

Napoleon? ...The winter of 1812 in Russia was really quite mild. It wasn't

the cold but disease that killed his men. From 100,000 men he was down to less

than half by the middle of Nov. when the temperature dropped into the teens.

Old George Wash. Survived much worse weather. So much of what we learn about

Napoleon is just wrong. I still like the Able Gance movie "Napoleon" though.

Aug. 29, o3

History? I remember .... five cents .... a Subway ride, a bus ride, trolley car

ride, a candy bar, a couple of newspapers and a loosey cigarette, beer at  Coney

Island, one scoop ice-cream cone, a coke, Hot Dog, pack of gum, toy soldier and a

Mellow Roll and much more.     


                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 
 


 
       

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